Sometimes I forget that I am engaged. I forget that over a year ago the man I love decided he wanted to be with me forever. We already live together like were married so I forget I am engaged. I don't get giddy at bridal magazines or look around for the perfect colors. I guess as time has passed we no longer follow the rules. We don't date, fall in love, get engaged, marry then begin our lives. These days we get together, live together, buy homes, kinda become engaged then as some point just get married.
I miss the traditions. As open minded as I am I miss the romantic notion of having a celebrations to celebrate your love with all the people who matter to you. To let them all know that I am choosing this person to spend my life with.
And yet I am happy in my life.
Its just sometimes I forget I am engaged.
